A meeting in the night

Caleb and I began walking very fast, down the avenue, toward our block in Harlem.² The subway station³ was near the movie house, and the movie house was dark. We knew we were late; we did not think we were that⁴ late. We were hurrying down the long block that led east to our house when we heard a car braking and were blinded by bright lights, and were pushed up against a wall.

"Turn around," a voice said. "And keep your hands in the air."

We did as we were told. We were to be searched. I felt the grainy brick beneath my fingers. A hand patted me all over my body, every touch humiliating. Beside me, I heard Caleb catch his breath.

"Turn around," the voice said.

The great lights of the police car had gone out; I could see the car at the curb,⁸ the doors open. I was afraid to look at Caleb, for I felt this would, somehow, be used against us. I stared at the two policemen, young, white, tight-lipped and self-important.

They turned a flashlight on us, and looked us over carefully.

"Where are you boys going?"

"Home," Caleb said. I could hear his breathing. "We live in the next block." And he gave the address.

Now I heard the effort Caleb was making to fight down the rising panic. "We just took my girl to the subway station. We were at the movies." And then he added bitterly, "This here's my brother. I got to get him home. He's only ten years old.

"What movie did you see?"

And Caleb told them.

"You got any identification?"⁶

"My brother doesn't. I do."

"Let's see it."

They looked at his wallet attentively, looked at us, handed it back. "Get on home," one of them said. They got into their car and drove off.

"Thanks," Caleb said. "Come on, let's go home. Little Leo. You were properly frightened."

"Yes," I said. "Were you?"

"That's right, I was frightened."

"You behaved calmly enough," I said.

We were in our block, approaching our house. He grinned. Then he said, "Leo, I'll tell you something. I'm glad this happened. It had to happen one day, and I'm glad it happened while I was with you — of course, I'm glad you were with me, too. They didn't arrest me only because you were there."

"What for?"

"Because I'm black," Caleb said. "That's what for." I said nothing. I said nothing, because what he said was true, and I knew it. It seemed, now, that I had always known it, though I had never been able to say it. I was filled with an awful wonder; it hurt my chest and paralyzed my tongue. Because you're black. I tried to think, but I couldn't. I only saw the policemen, those eyes with the dangerous look in them, and felt those hands all over me. Were they people?

"Caleb," I asked, "are white people people?"

"What are you talking about, Leo?"

"I mean, are white people — people? People like us?" He looked down at me. His face was very strange and sad. It was a face I had never seen before. We were in the house now, and we climbed a few more stairs, very slowly. Then, "All I can tell you, Leo, is — well, they don't think they are."

(Abridged)

NOTES

1. James Baldwin was born in 1924 and grew up in Harlem, New York. He has written a large number of books, the best known are: "Nobody Knows My Name", "Another Country", "Notes of a Native Son". His most recent novel, published in June 1968, is "Tell Me How Long the Train's Been Gone" from which the excerpt has been taken. In recent years James Baldwin has won recognition as a spokesman for Black rights.

2. Harlem: a section of New York City in Manhattan with a large Negro population

3. subway station: a station of the New York underground railway

4. that: here means "to that extent, so" and is used for emphasis

5. curb (AmE): (BrE) kerb: обочина дороги

6. identification: a photograph, a card with a person's name and address, a driver's license, etc which prove who a person is

VOCABULARY

search vt обыскивать; искать search a person (room, town, etc); He searched his pockets for a cigarette (the ticket, etc); search n поиск(и); обыск; Phr make a search делать, производить обыск; Phr be in search of (work, a new method, etc) искать работу (новый метод и т. п.)

humiliate vt унижать, оскорблять; humiliation n унижение, оскорбление

careful а аккуратный, внимательный; тщательный; осторожный a careful person (look, search, examination, behaviour, etc); be careful with books (money; one's work; fire, etc); be careful about one's words (looks, etc); He is careful about what he does (says, reads, wears, etc). You must be careful when you cross the street; careless а невнимательный, неосторожный a careless person (driver, step, etc)

add vt прибавлять, добавлять Would you like to add anything to what has been said? addition n; Phr in addition to sth в добавление к чему-н

attention n внимание Children need attention. Phr pay (much, little, no, etc) attention to sb/sth обращать (много, мало, никакого) внимания на кого-н/что-н; call sb's attention to sth обратить чье-н внимание на что-н; attract (sb's) attention привлечь чье-н внимание; give attention to sb/sth уделять внимание кому-н/чему-н; (in)attentive a (не)внимательный be (in)attentive to sb/sth

proper а правильный, должный, подходящий а proper method (word, moment, behaviour, etc); proper packing подходящая, соответствующая упаковка; properly adv как следует, должным образом

frighten vt (ис)пугать The noise frightened the child. He was so frightened that he couldn't speak.

behave vi вести себя, держаться; поступать behave well (properly, calmly, badly, etc); behaviour n поведение

calm а спокойный a calm person (voice, sea, etc); calm weather; calmly adv спокойно; calm vi/vt успокоить(ся); утихомирить(ся) Не got excited at the news but soon calmed. It wasn't easy to calm him down.

approach vt 1. приближаться, подходить (к) approach a house (station, town, person, etc); 2. обращаться (к кому-н) I don't know how to approach him.

seem vi казаться It seems that he is right. It seems strange that he doesn't know it. He seemed tired (excited, happy, etc).

fill vt/vi наполнять(ся) fill a glass (plate, etc) with sth; His heart filled with joy (sadness, etc); Phr fill up a form заполнять бланк

hurt vt (hurt) 1. ушибить, причинить боль Не hurt his foot as he fell; 2. болеть (о части тела) My leg hurts when I walk; 3. обижать, огорчать I didn't mean to hurt you (your feelings) when I said it.

climb vt лезть, взбираться, влезать на climb a tree (a hill, the stairs, etc)

WORD COMBINATIONS

catch one's breath перехватить дыхание

make an effort делать, прилагать усилие

tight down (one's feelings, excitement, anger, fright, panic, etc) подавить, побороть (чувства, волнение, злость и т. п.)

Come on (along)! Пойдем(те)!

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